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Bismillahirrahmanirrahhim.

Assalamualaikum dan Salam Sejahtera Semua!

ptotla ama rase hati ama macam xsedap je. semuanye jadi serba xkene je. wat itu salah. wat ini xbetul. semuanye nampak pelik kat ama hari ini. ama cube gak carik ape kene dengan diri ama ni hah. nak kate wat bende pelik uh. xdela jugak! (sebabnye semuanye nampak pelik pada diri ama ni hah! ). tapi ama wat bodoh jela ngan bende2 uh semua. yang ama tau ama kene blaja bersungguh2 untuk dis sem ni. 

kalo x, see you in my dreams jela, degree in law! :'(

tibe2, ama dapat kol dari someone yang ama rapat tw. ama xangkat kol uh sebab ama silentkan fon. so, xdgrla kol uh. ama tryla kol balik tapi xberangkat! kol lagi, xberangkat jugak. so, ama jadik cuak gilerla. pkol 2.10, ama punye klas un startla. ama cek lagi skali handfon ama uh, ama nmpk miskol lagi dr org uh. ama jadik cuak! sangat2.amat2lah cuak. tapi ama diamkan jelah. banyak2 doa dalam hati. tenangkan hati uh. sebabnye ama ade test lepas ni kot! kang tergendala pulok test ama nanti. ama tahankan dalam hati aje tw. 

this is my flying heart to you dad!!
it just for you =)

after test, ama un tryla kol org uh lagik. bende yg sama jadik! kol xberangkat. ama dah jadi suspicious. tatkala selepas itu, ade org kol ama. ama un cakapla ngan orang yang ama sayang uh; suddenly I said this to him: I LOVE YOU DADDY!! inside in my deep heart, it says that I REALLY LOVE YOU DAD! I WANT YOU TO HUG ME LIKE MY CHILDHOOD!! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH DADDY!! YOU ARE SO SPECIAL TO ME DAD.. =) My father said to me; good luck in your study! take care of yourself! be a good daughter after this, ok? after this, I will have an operation. I want you to know that you are my daughter, I want you to be the best and the good people in this world, can you?? I just keep on silent when I heard that!

actually, ama ni rapat dengan ayah ama. sangatt. amat rapat dengan ayah ama sampaikan semua bende aku nak cerita kat ayah ama kot. tapi bile ama masuk sekolah asrama and adik gurl ama ade kat umah, so ama dah xbrape rapat sangat dengan ayah ama. sampaikan ama rasa ama ni orang asing je bile ade kat rumah uh. sampaila ni, ama xpernah say I LOVE YOU kat ayah ama tw! so, biler ama say those word kat ayah ama, ama jadik macam sayu sangat.. rasa macam semua jenis air nak keluar dari badan ama tapi cumenye xboleh nak keluar je. (siapa suroh ko uh ego sangat, kan dah kene?) 

no one can be like you, dad!!
I LOVE YOU SO DEAR! =)

Dad, now I know, the elders's anger is the part of their loves! I always argue why you always angry with me? What I did could seem to be wrong to you? after I have watched the Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham so many times, I realised that you want me to be the good person. the knowledgeable person. so that you can ask me to show the good things to my siblings, right?! No father wants their children to be the bad persons in this world, even the murderer's did not that to be happened to their children too!! =)


so, the moral of the story: don't trust anybody!! =) hihi.. it just a joke.. Please appreciate your father and loves him very much because once he was not here, it will give and bring you more regretful than happiness.. :)

~AlWaYSMeAnDThEM~